***23/10/03 - Hey so...I have been so lazy and couldn't be bothered to update my own web site,o well no-one cares.So whats happened lately,erm...I've been with Alix alot,she cracks me up.I've dyed my hair purple!!!!"Woohoo"I got a new boyfriend,well not really.I got ricky,which is strange seen as he only likes chinese girls...hmmmm.And I applied for Thomas Tallis!!!YAY.I went to Tallis with Alix today because we had no school so we met up with Neil,Kar wai,Joe,James and Conor to go spend their lunch time at Kar wai's.It was so funny, they were throwing darts at a poster of pikachu,and a cuddly toy thing.And yesterday me and had no school so we met up with James.C who finished school at like 12.10.Then we went with loads of Tallis kids to Lee Valley Ice ring but it was closed so me,alix,James.C,James.D,Neil,Kar wai,Conor and Joe went to some arcade near the Millinium Eye....It twas funy, I stole Neils guitar pick because it was all pretty and stuff with little boobies in a pretty bra on it!So yeah,and I put in one of my pckets and he was like wtf!!! Because I had like 20 pockets so he had to search every one...Then I stuck the pick in my mouth and every one thought me and Neil was kissing because he decided to try and get it out of my teeth with his teeth!RUUUUUDE....Well later days,stayign at alixs all weekend because me parents are going away and I dont wanna go with them because I will die of boredom. Later doods xxx

***14/10/03 - Hello,god school is so shite....Anyway I'm like still kinda single....woohoo.It's kool cause I can fancy people but I never do nothing cos I'm like not allowed.So nothing mush has happened so far...found out Neil was trying to be the total opposite of Bradley,well that worked out well for him!O well we're still mates,I couldn't stop being mates with him his so kool and funny.later days chumbuckets

***12/10/03 - Hey well its Sunday night...Right where do I start how about Friday night.Well went to a gig after school at Blackheath concert hall,its was really good I had lots of fun with all me mates.Then on Saturday I met Alix and Donna then we went to the Cutty and met everone there,then we all busted down to Camden and went to Subverse and saw some really good bands.That night I broke up with Neil,he was really kool and all but erm...just wasnt the kinda boyfriend I like...I dunno how to explain it so I'll move on.Any hoo alix stayed over mine and Ash came home with us and I was like he'll be able to stay and my mum said no and I was like O shit I'm so very very sorry.So we walked him to the station and saw him get his train home.The nme and Alix went home and slept together.Then today (sunday) me and Alix went to the cutty and saw Jaded,Joe,Dean,Ashaah,Liam nad Wadum ooo and not forgettin Nathan.We went Peckham and saw Finding Nemo which kicked ass and I like nearly cried it was sooo good.So then on the way home I'm all like hey Alix lets see if I can go 2 weeks with out a boyfriend and shes all like ok.Then what just happened....I was chatting to Ash bout how I broke up with Neil and BLAM!He asks me out and I'm like o shite I'm so sorry but I made a bet...blahblahblah....And his like well in 2 weeks then.And so I'm all like hell yes!!!O dear....if it wasn't for the bet I would have been single for a total of like 4 days since me and Brad broke up..... KOOL!!! Chow my sexy chums...byeee xxxx

***10/10/03 - Hello just got back from seeing Baculum,there really good and me and gemma have agreed that the bassist.....erm Angus???Well anyhoo we say he is damn fine....but of course not better than me boyfriend Neil....at least I think his still my boyfriend cause the last time I saw him our conversation ended with him saying fine your dumped and me saying fine then....but we were just joking around...well I was at least...O deary deary me.Anyhoo on a better note I had lots of fun and...AND Alana came,I was thrilled to see her there.Yeah and I made like new mates which was kool,very kool.But one person did really piss me off....and thats Neils mate Connor,I was just standing there with Neil and his mates when some wierd guy I didn't know comes along and like grabs my cheeks (not bum cheeks tho) and says "Arrrr your so cute...Arrrr" and I'm like who da fuck was dat...Well I ask Connor and his like Oh that was Jack (cant actually remeber the name), so I go "Just nice to know who pinched my cheeks thats all."Now before I tell you what Connor said I must say that he thinks I am cheating on Neil which I am not because I dont do the whole cheating thing because I dont like lying to people....plus I actually like Neil hmmm...never would have thought it would you since I'm dating him and all.Well Connor goes to me, "I'll give you his house address if you'd like?" in a really sarcastic and spiteful way and I'm all like you fucking bastard,then because of him I got all pissed off. Oh yeah and Gaya (kool girl) came up to me and was like Neils being a good boyfriend his not cheating on you,well I'm like I kinda expect that....Teh I think hey I remember why shes saying that its because Neil went out with her mate and blantly cheated on her and now I'm like SHIT if Neil thinks I'm cheating on him because of Connor then he might cheat on me to spite me....O dear Lahttecor stop thinking this.....

***07/10/03 - Hey my lil bonzai tree!How are you?I'm feeling great.Just got back from my brothers,I only went over there to use his scanner.So yeah I made a new mate at da weekend...His names Joe,his really kool.We are superheroes put here to protect the world from evil,I am Lobeless,killer of lobes, and Joe is Hoejoe, beater of hoes!Together we are LOBE and HOE.....Well I think it sounds brilliant...BRAVO BRAVO for me...bye

***1/10/03 - Hello I'm in a very good mood now for no apparent reason I was last night too.I'm speaking to donna theres no point in me being stupid.And I'm kinda chatting to Brad,but I admit its hard and strange.O well.I drew a pretty picture of an angel for no reason and thought I'd give it to neil.It was really sketchy though but he said it was "dope"...lol stupid word dope.I was thinking I might start a Rants page,I could rant about anything I want and you could email me...not that anyone reads this shit but o well.In the words of Tino on the Disney Channels Weekenders "later days"

***29/03/09 - I spent nearly my whole mathematics lesson crying over that stupid git.I'm seriously heartbroken,i feel like some one just ripped out my heart and told me to carry on living with no emotions.I love Bradley and always will,but I dont know why.He treated me great one minute then was sulking and whining the next about something I'd done.Then when I break up with him everyones all "O poor Bradley" like he's the only one thats hurt.He hurt me,he said he loved me,but he had a funny way of showing it.

***28/09/03 - Fuck Bradley and Fuck Donna my so called mate I hope you both burn in hell together.Nice to know Donna was there to comfort you Bradley.What kinda mate are you Donna?Have you never heard of the whole EX BOUNDARY thing,its like an unwritten law,YOU DONT GO WITH THE GUY YOUR MATE JUST BROKE UP WITH.I never want to chat to either of you again and to think I felt bad about getting mad at Brad about Lisa,and that I was sorry I said yes to Niel cos Brad was angry.Brad you fucking shit.I knew I was right and no you will not make me feel bad about this YOU FUCKED UP and I know I'm right to feel angry about this.I hope you two are happy together and to think I thought Donna was a bette friend than that.I had Bradley sending me hatefull messages because I was going out with Niel,i think you call that doiuble standards Bradley.

***25/09/03 - God school was soo boring today!I was so bored I was seriously considering jumping out the window just for fun,but then I thought it would be funnier if I threw someone else out(no names mentioned of course).Can you just imagine the look on the kids in the class below,they just sitting there when all of a sudden they here, "Charlotte what you doing?Nooooo!" SPLAT! hahahaahaaaaa....I swear I need help.Anyways in other news I spent nearly an hour on the phone to Neil last night from my home phone to his mobile EEK.I will be murdered in the dead of night by my Dad and when the police ask him why he'll say, "Did you see my phone bill?!"and then the policemen will look at it and agree that what he done was right...

***23/09/03 - Erm well last night big shock to the system...Neil asked me out,i thought it was a cruel joke but he was serious and i was all like "eh?" and he was like "I really like u".so for like a 30mins I'm like shit this is a joke but it weren't and thought well his kewl and funny yer ok.But I had no idea he liked me,I mean cancelling on me like 4 times I got the impression he didn't want to see me...but I guess I was wrong.O well.

***22/09/03 - To anyone that read todays old entry I retract those statements i made about my ex boyfriend bradley,i dont hate him.He is kewl and alwasy forgives me...and his single girls ;)

***20/09/03 - hello well big news
1. Went Rancid last night at Brixton Acedemy
was brilliant,I got elbowed in the jaw,boob and side but it was wicked.I went wid Brad,Jimbo and Chazz and then met up wid Neil and his mates james,connor,joe and sum1 else...opps.Was great tho,stayed wid Neil and Frankkie (a great girl) most da night,me and Frankkie threw water over each other...
2.Me and Brad broke up.Was kinda hard but we kept argueing so it was for the best.Good luck to you Bradley you Bradley,you a great guy I will never forget you...and sorry i didnt come party to night.
3.Went Greenwich park today was great.Had a picnic wid me mates,was music and shit.There was me,Alana,Rachel,Gemma,James,Donna,Neil,Connor,Alix and two guys i dont know showed up later.But Donna and Gemma left for a party,then Rachel and Alana had to go.Then me Alix and james went Cutty saw ppol went park again then me and james came mine and watched Signs but I got scared.James went home and now I'm here.Byee

***18/09/03 - Hey just decided would have a diary of my life,fun huh?Well today I had school,so boring and shit.I hate school,I only got a handful of good mates that actually talk to me frequently.In my opinion my school is full of retards,well maybe not full but the majority are retarded.In nearly every lesson there is some one that hates me or I dont get on with.In I.T theres like 3 girls,in Drama theres 2,in English theres 3.Theres more but I cant be assed to say.My best mate is Rachel,shes great,she understands basically everything I say about how I feel or at least tries to.And shes funny and cheers me up,shes my sunshine.She keeps laughing at the funny faces I pull when I do impressions of people.Oh yeah for the first week ever in 4 years I have had some one to get the bus in the morning with,his names James.His brilliant,I no longer go in to school in a bad mood because he has already cheered me up!Yay for lil'James.It also helps that his really cute,teeheee,I just wanna hug him,RRRRR bless his little cotton socks.Today went to Thomas Tallis to see Neil and James but was kinda late (SORRY TO YOU BOTH WAS AN ACCIDENT) I had to stand and watch them get the bus....I almost cried....lol not!Well Rancid tomorrow night and party at Bradleys on Saturday night,Nice....