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From Teen suicides to Falling in love |  |
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Halarious people and tiny elephantys |
Little people living in my head |
Imaginary Tales |
My mind wonders once again |
Do As I Say... Not As I Do |
Scratch your itch with a sponge |
Pile of poop |
WEEKLY Random Things I've written |
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Some shit I have done due to boredom... |
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Bullys Victim Step through the door,Silence,Don't breathe to loud,Eyes down on the ground,Avoid the glares,Walk cautious,Pace calm,Hands by side,Hair covers face,Stand by stairs,Keep guard,Growling voices,Harsh words,Still silent,Open door,Don't look up,Shuffle to chair,Sit down,WAIT,Check seat All clear,Plonk down,Bag on lap,Hold tight,Still silent,Teachers voice,Knod,Bell rings,Watch them leave,Rise from chair,Eyes up,All gone,Teachers stare,Smile once,Out door,Down stairs,Past class,Through door,Down the field,Behind the shed,Under the tree,Open bag,Take book,Read page,All time in the world,Slowly does it,Read pray,Write letter,Check watch,Still Silent,Laugh to self,Smile inside,Take out rope,Tie knot,Climb tree,Sit on branch,Hand in pocket,Mobile phone,Dial number,No answer,Write text,Send to class mate,Pause for thought,Months of planning,Life,Down drain,Rope round neck,Tied round branch,Knot secure,Take deep breath,Nice and calm,Flying,Gliding,Swooping low,Neck snaps,Legs swing,Smile fades,Eyes close,Body limp,Brain dead, Hands fall,Phone thuds,Children scream,Tears fall, Terror,Fright,A Laugh from one,And fingers point at all. |
| Cheater My precious child do not cry It really was your choice to die You forced me to it You know you did Those footsteps took you can't retread. My precious child don't cry no more Your on you way to heavens door I'll help you there I promise that And I don't take a promise back. My precious child dry your eyes Your cheeks are swollen red with pride Your souls tired Almost dead Your feeling pain with screaming dread My precious child it's all your fault All the suffering that I have felt All the torture, pain and cold Will hit from those days of old This blade once clean now dripping red With blood from wounds of sacrilige Not yours but mine I couldn't hurt you I'm better than that I know your not from the stab in my back |
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Drove Me To It Blink once I am there, Blink again I'll disappear, From Kurdt Cobaain to "Geeky" kids, They too have felt the dread, Of course that was before my death. Now I'm lying on your floor, Smashed my cranium against the door, But not before I took a knife And gave their throats the final slice |
| Heartache I haven't seen you for a week now It's all gone by so slow I don't think I'll make it To see you come back home You promised you'd never leave me But I knew you would I don't think that I can make it I really wish I could I hear your voice all day I see you every night But thats all in my head Surely this ain't right I think I've got a rare disease It's eating away at my heart No it isn't what you think It's heart ache instead |
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Without You I thought you loved me, I thought you'd never leave, I thought you'd never hurt me, I guess I was wrong. I'm hanging from a thread, And I'm losing grip, I look down and see your face, But once I reach the ground, Your not there to catch me. I had a dream that I was in a plane, It was crashing through the sky, And you were by my side, But when I turned back you were gone. I don't know what your thinking, And I don't know what to do, All I can do is say, I can't live my life with out you. |
| My Swing Swooping above the ground, My legs swinging, Back and forth, I watch the world go by, The birds flutter and swoop, Holding tightly to the ropes, I slow my speed, To feel at ease, |
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Torquise Eyes Lying on the grass I fall in to a silent slumber, In to a dream I walk, Theres purple blossoms and buzzing bees, The air is freash, The skies are blue, I wonder where I an, Listening I hear the gently laping of water, And over a hill theres the shore, Agolden glittering beach, With a shimmering torquise ocean to match, I drift until I feel a soft carpet of sand under my feet, It's warm, I step a foot in to the crystal clear water, It's cool, Stepping further until my whole body is submerged, I stand there, The ocean so smooth and calm, I lie back, My head falling, Under the water I sink, But I'm still clam, I fall to the bottom, In to the oceans depths, And with a sudden gulp of air I hit the floor, Sitting up I realise I'm back with you, Your skin soft and golden, Glittering like the sand, Your eyes calm and clear, Shimmering like the ocean, You touch my face, And reality returns, The hum of the traffic, The mummur of voices, No calm laping waves, No soft lul of the shore, Just the hussle and bussle of Hyde Park on a sunny after noon, Then I look in to your eyes and I'm there again, Back in my perfect world. |
| Bad Day It took me nearly three hours to choose this outfit, It took me around an hour to decide on this hairs style, Then I did all my make up, Painted my nails, Sprayed perfume, Curled eye lashes, Creamed my hands, Begged my mum for some more dosh, Cos I didn't wanna seem poor, Then had to black mail me sis in to giving me a lift here, Stepped in a muddy puddle whilst getting out of the car, Got harassed by a hormone buzzing,sex craved teenage boy, And your late, Late. Thirty minutes late, Excuss, Thats not an excuss, So what it your alarm broke, you woke up late, the shower was occupied, your brother stole your towel, you had to iron your clothes, you used your sisters mouse and she attacked you with some girly spray, then you had to have another wash cos you stunk like a flower, Then once dressed you tripped over the cat, hit your head and got toast stuck on your new and clean shirt, Had no ride here, Missed a bus, Waited in the rain, Got charged adult Had no change and the bus driver yelled at you, Left your phone on the bus, Had no coat, Caught a flu, Was pushed in to a bin, Then ran here, So what? I waited and you were late, I just waited to tell you I'm going home, What? No I don't care if you feel sick, I've had a terrible day, No you haven't, Don't be so melodramatic, God ,anyone would think you were trying to win an oscar. |
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Forgotten Youth Two lovers, One a young beautiful girl, Named Aldornia One a young charming man, Named Shamkel They would spend hours together just talking about the world and everything in it, For months this continued, And soon they declared there love, Years passed and the two stayed the same, Neither changed, Thinking they could go on for ever, But they were young, and little did they know that hearts do grow, And one day Aldornia felt the change, She said nothing but carried on as usual, Shamkel could see he was losing her, He became jealous and spitefull, He became angry with Aldornia, He refused her to speak with others, He locked her away, She could have left him, "But he loves me" She'd say "We've been together too long" She told herself every night, Until she could take no more, "I'm sorry",She cried Shamkel begging her sobbed, "I can't live with out you" "I'm sorry" Was her last words, The next day Aldornia was walking with a friend, Her friend,named Calmiki, Told her of a great party thrown for Shamkel, By his father to heighten his spirits, She spoke of food and drink, Music and happiness, "Shamkel was with Taflikay" Aldornia's heart stopped, "Was he happy" Her friend did not reply, Aldornia knew the answer, Ever since she has never forgotten that moment. I am that girl. I never cried once through all the time with Shamkel, Because jealousy is an effect of love, What hurt the most was that love was forgotten in minutes. |
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